8/11/11
(lucid dream)
I’m in a city. I realize it’s a dream. I start to slip out, so I spin in circles. I change the weather. I change my clothes. I wake up in another dream. I wake up for real.
7/15/11
i’m at gates, and i’m going to warped tour with my sister. i’m really excited because the wonder years are playing. so we go in, and my friend asks if i can run some errands with him. i say sure. my sister warns me that i’ll miss the wonder years, but i ignore her and say i’ll be back in time. so we leave, and we end up being out until 9:44, which is after the set. i get really upset, so my sister brings me a balloon and tell me they played hey thanks, and songs that don’t exist like 2k10/2k11. i was really upset. then i woke up in a hotel with taylor, and we were going off to buy tickets for warped tour. we’re walking to this school building, and on the inside there’s a ring. i didn’t know we were buying tickets at first, but then i figured it out. there was a pillow fighting competition. then i went downstairs to some office and bought tickets. i then went back upstairs, and there was a classroom filled with people i know, including alexis and michael, and they were in some a capella group singing a song that i don’t know. then we all joined in, and i did electric guitar.
6/15/11
I’m in Target with classmates and friends from camp. We’re supposed to be doing a relay race of sorts, and one person isn’t doing very well, so they ask me to run. I tell the person that I can’t because I don’t have my knee brace. Instead, I do a section where i have to climb on shelves and not touch the metal part. I have to climb on other objects. We end up winning. I go to the front of the store, and many of my camp friends are there. We’re all standing around and talking. I say something like “I’m not even here right now”, and everyone acts very confused. I tell them I’m in a dream. I was not conscious of my dreaming state, but my dream self was. One boy says “but I can hear the same music as you”. I tell him that if I open my eyes, I am elsewhere, and I open my eyes and I’m in my room. Then, I am back in Target, and no one is there. I’m wearing weird dentures with sharp lower teeth, and one gets loose. I didn’t know they were dentures at the time, so i was panicking. I ran to the bathroom and pulled the tooth off. Two girls from my class were in there and said things like “this happens to me all the time; you’re lucky you have a junior pair” referring to the teeth I had behind the sharp ones. My mouth was all bloody, and the sink was filled with blood, soap, water, and my teeth. I was glad to have all of the fake teeth out, no matter how scary it was. My real teeth were loose too though. They were hanging on by a hinge. I just covered my mouth and walked in to school. I walked in to French, but it was strange because they layout was different. My teacher was there. I sat down and asked what period it was. One man that I didn’t recognize just laughed and started telling a series of riddles, Then my teacher told me it was fourth and fifth period.
4/30/11
I was sucked in to a story book and I had to do a series of challenges, one of which being a physical challenge like in pajama sam where i was shrunk down and put inside someone’s body (it looked like a costco) and had to climb on things.
I also read the same book and composed a musical.
4/25/11
I was falling asleep. I didn’t have the tv on like I usually do. It was hard for me to fall asleep. I would be half asleep and get that tingly, lightheaded feeling and scare myself out of it. I didn’t want to lucid dream, for I was afraid of what I might imagine. It happened three times until I just passed out.
4/25/11
I’m sitting at a table talking to classmates. I’m in a bedroom, but it’s a classroom. I feel like I’m being annoying. There is an archway that leads to another bedroom on my right. My friends are taking photos. One friend tries to show me a picture of a piece of paper. I don’t look at it. My friends get frightened because they shouldn’t be there, and the teacher is coming soon. They hide under a table, then run in to the other room. I follow them.
note: 4/24/11
- when i talk about drugs, i begin to sort of “drift” away
- after that, i begin lucid dreaming, whether it is accidental or on purpose
- when i wake myself up, i am incredibly light-headed, my body feels tingly and fuzzy, and i feel like i’m floating
- i am mostly incoherent and confused
1/24/11
I was sitting in bio learning a new concept that I, surprisingly, understood. Christina and I were rapping Kanye West, but we kept saying “you can kiss my whole ass / more specifically, you can kiss my ass hole”
1/10/11
A kid that I know kept showing me his butt and insisting that I look at his tattoo. I kept telling him to stop, but he persisted, so I finally looked. He had a really nice quality tattoo of Hello Kitty, and we both started laughing hysterically.
